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"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

my apologies.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

I’m sorry babe. I just need to know how to manage my temper well.
But I thank you, for understanding me well.
I love you, now and always.


moments that make up my life. 9:38 AM

jump high.

Monday, August 3, 2009



Flea market held at both St. James and Zouk were one of the best fleas I have been to. Maybe the extra factor because the boyfriend got some stuffs for himself too.

I really had a great time, or shall I shall say we both had a great day. Here was how we spent the day.I was supposed to meet the boyfriend at 1130, but me being the latecomer as usual, made him wait for half an hour. Sorry hunn. We then headed down straight to Vivo for the St James flea. I must admit this people, it was my first time experiencing being in a club. Eh wait. I think it’s the second. The first was the one I attended a meeting session with Taufik Batisah way back in Sec 2 together with Tashah. And that was DblO. Lol. Okay, sorry for side tracking. Back to the story. I was pretty thrilled when I first entered, feeling all jittery and excited at the same time. But the more time I spent in the club, the more claustrophobic I felt. It was jam-packed with humans I tell you! Some idiotic girl even brought her daughter and was literally pushing her around with the big unnecessary pram. That’s like just plain stupidity, don’t you think so? Anyways, we practically ransacked most of the items there. The weird thing is this: a flea market is supposed to be a place for second-hand goods but the stalls there were mostly selling brand new items. OH! And there were this two girls selling their pre-loved clothes and their caption on the box was this: “One for $10, two for $8.” Hahah! My boyf and I literally stared at each other and just burst out laughing. I don’t know why, but it was really bizarre for me. And since I’m like an open-minded girl, I went up to them and asked them, “Are you serious?”. LOL. Sorry. I just had to do that to their faces. I wanted to get this zipper floral dress that the auntie(yes, AUNTIE) was selling for 25 bucks. But my dearest Andik Imran somehow manipulated my mind that it’s not worth spending that kind of money in a flea market. True that. So I agreed and went searching for other stuffs instead. I kept telling myself that I’m not going home empty handed. Finally, this Chanel-inspired bag caught my attention. Moreover, it was the same kind of bag that I’ve been dying to have. When I looked at the tag, it reads $26. So I just stood there, admiring it thinking whether or not I should get it. While doing so, the owner came up to me and told me that she was willing to let it go for 18bucks. I was like 15bucks and I’m taking it. And she’s like OKAY! WOOHOO! I got my bargaining traits from my daddy, you know? After which, I left St. James as a happy little girl. Right honey? (:

We had our breakfast + lunch = brunch at Banquet. We were starving like hungry ghosts! And I finally had a taste of the cockles kway teow there. Haha! Every time we’re there, I always have the yong tau foo. But deary had that yesterday, so I settled for the kway teow! It was not bad albeit the fact that it costs me $4, but it was worth it. I didn’t even manage to finish my food because the serving is quite a lot for one person. We walked around Vivo, tackling those stores that were having sale. Call us cheapskates, but that's how we roll.

At around 4, we left the place and headed down to Zouk. It was a taxing task just to get to the place. Now I wonder why I always say that Singapore is small when I can get lost at times? Contradicting? I know right! To cut the story short, Zouk was a better flea than St James. I got a high-waisted Esprit skirt for 6bucks and the best buy is a pair of ZARA HEELS FOR $6! Yes, retail price is $199 and the girl wanted to sell for $10 but I bargained for 6 and I got it! The sole of the shoes are still in perfect condition, the whole pair was! Though it was slightly big for me, the girl made a good suggestion that I could just send the shoes to the cobbler to make it a perfect fit and she was right! So that’s why I bought it! My man himself got two ZARA men cardigans for $20. Well, that’s another good buy since they are still brand new!
Tampines 1 was our next stop. There, I got myself another dress from Dorothy Perkins. I can’t help it since it was priced for only $19. So it was like a grab-and-go thing. But Deary persuaded me to go and try it on first. So I did. And I was satisfied with it. I was even more satisfied when I got a ten dollars voucher because my points were up for redemption. Sexy!
That was a summarized of how we both spent the day yesterday. Mind you, I don’t usually go out on Sundays. But yesterday, I just had to because of the flea markets.



P.S: I shall see you when I see you mister. And I hope it’ll be on Tuesday. Alright love?

Chao chao!








moments that make up my life. 4:02 PM

you took something perfect and painted it in red.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

I was late for class today, yet again. And since I was already running late, I pretty much took my own sweet time before coming for class. I got myself a drink and a sandwich. I was basically taking my own sweet time. LOL. Mom was literally shouting at me early in the morning, forcing me out of bed. Me being a sweet and thoughtful daughter/ girlfriend, decided to drag my lazy bum to school eventually because I just can’t afford to disappoint my parents and also dearest boyfriend. I know right! But classes on Thursdays are the best for me.

I just realized that I have not been blogging much lately. And I’m really not so sure why either. Maybe because I just don’t have the drive to blog constantly like I used to. Maybe also because I’m just plain exhausted from all the school and work.

On another exciting note, I am really looking forward to this Sunday. You want to know why? Because right, Mr. AndikImran and I have a date with the flea markets. Yes! I can’t wait to shop, albeit the fact that I’m broke. Well, not really actually. Mom gave me a hundred bucks this morning. I badly need new clothes and shoes and bags to go along with, and even more accessories. My to-get list is getting longer and longer each day. So I guess I will make good use of that money to stock up my wardrobe. But when I get my pocket money and my pay next week, most of it will go into Deary’s birthday fund. I hope so. I’ve got about two months left to save and get everything I have planned for his birthday. (:

Madasa’s and my baby niece’s birthdays are coming soon too. Speaking of them, I miss them oh-so-much. I saw my baby boncit and my baby nephew last Tuesday, but Madasa? It’s been decades I last saw her. Goodness. Only God knows how much I miss them all.



P.S: have I mentioned that I regret coming to class today? Today’s problem is fucking tough and I bloody hell have no idea what to do. Shit. I should have just stayed home and rot.



moments that make up my life. 12:39 PM

It's just you and me, against the world.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Happy 17th, honey.

I pray for many many more to come.

i love you.

(:



moments that make up my life. 10:03 AM

boys boys boys.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009



yesterday, i sent my computer for servicing. mind you, i had to travel all the way from Pasir Ris to Jurong East okay? thank goodness, i had great company. thank you hor, mister! anyway, finding the damn place was such a nuisance. we had like so many pit stops, asking many different people for the right directions. and all they could do is point here and there! i mean, come on! God created you with functional limbs, you know. the least you could do is speak up. is that like so difficult? GOSH. i think love and i took about an hour or so trying to reach the place. when we finally did, i was thankful that the queue was not that long like how i thought it'd be. we even managed to grab some lunch across the street, and still snap some random photos. while we were out yesterday, i TRIED stopping MR.ANDIK IMRAN from smoking. i even took his pack of ciggs and hid it in my bag. i kept reminding him that "If you want it, do something to deserve it." hahahahahahah! evil? i know right! but boys being boys, not having a puff or two, is like the end of the world for them. here i am trying to save him from killing and damaging his livers and lungs, there he was kept begging and pleading, which i found very annoying and can do nothing but give in. you see. i was trying my hardest to be a good girlfriend to keep him healthy by keeping him away from his fags. BUT HE, ahhh. let's just drop it.

we then decided to roam around IMM because i have not been there before! absurd, i know. but what to do. i cant be bothered travelling all the way from the east just to check the place out. and boy, i tell you! i felt that the mall was nothing more like _______. it was so disappointing being there, because from what i've heard, they've got pretty much good things around. luckily, Daiso and Honeydew Milk tea were the ones to make my visit quite worthwhile. Daiso there is HUGE and the most important part was, it was so neat and clean unlike the other two stores in Vivo and PS. i got myself a belt, some stationery for my room and a mini tripod for my camera!

on another mundane note, i've finally managed to convince Cat into getting a blog so she can have her daily rants. based on my experience, having a blog allows one to express themselves in whichever, whatever mood they are in. it helps alot. so for you people who enjoy bitching or talking about your life, go get one too. and Cat, since you've finally created one, as promised, i'll do my best in trying to make your nice and sexy okay? but you'll have to wait till i get my lappy back, which i will by the end of this week. alrighty?


chao chao.



moments that make up my life. 12:10 PM

hello?

Monday, July 13, 2009

Upset. Disappointed. Pissed. Hurt. Sad. Rejected.

That’s what I feel right now. The past week has been nothing but shitty for me. I really had a terrible week. To top it all off, I just have no one to turn to now. I have friends who are there to listen, but where are the people I thought promised to be there for me when I need a shoulder to cry and to lean on?

One thing after another. From work, to family, to even my relationship. I seriously feel that God is being unfair to me lately. Everything in my life is crumbling down, everything is falling to pieces. Bit by bit, time to time. Have I committed a HUGE sin to deserve all these? I got fucked upside down at work yesterday, I almost lost my phone that cost me 600 bucks and I nearly made an impulsive decision to break things up between me and my boyfriend. Where is everybody? From my girlfriends from KC, my best friend from Perth, my soul sister I never had, to even my true love. WHY?

I’m now surrounded by no one, nothing but four empty walls. Who should I confide in? You, you or you? I want to turn to Him, but I’d be the one unfair towards Him. Because why? Only in times like these, I’d want to realise that He’s the only one I could really pour my feelings out too. Although I know for a fact that whatever that has been happening in my life all lies in His hands, I just have to accept that. There is nothing I could do, but pray.

Pray that tomorrow will always be a better day.
Pray that tomorrow I would not regret the things I have done before.
Pray that I still have the people I love in life.
Pray that God will always be with me.
Pray that luck will be on my side more often.
Pray that I will always have you.


moments that make up my life. 11:06 AM

suria hatiku.

Friday, July 10, 2009


Like many others in class, we would be busy with Facebook when boredom strikes. So here’s what I did when I was bored.

The meaning of my name:

You are charming, talented and have a very positive attitude to life so it is hardly surprising that you attract success and recognition. Focussed and patient you understand that material rewards are a result of discipline. Being so creative and with a need for self-expression you may be drawn towards the arts, travel is also likely to be important. A loyal friend, you are a person who must be allowed freedom and independence.

self shot.



moments that make up my life. 1:51 PM

May the Heavens bless your soul.

Thursday, July 9, 2009





I remember vividly how I used to sing along to the tunes of his song from his album ‘ Dangerous’ when I was just about six years old. All I could do is try to sing along to the song because obviously I know nothing about the lyrics, what more appreciate them at that point of time.

But as I grew, the more I listen to his songs, I realized how talented this guy really is. As I grew, only then I began understanding the true meaning of his songs. Some of my favorites are ‘Heal the world’ and ‘You are not alone.’ No words can ever express how his death has made an impact to all of us. It is truly a shock. But life goes on. We all have to go one day too and there is nothing much we could do about it.

RIP, Michael. We will always miss you.



moments that make up my life. 10:44 AM

Dangerzone.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I have a friend. A close friend whom I got to know from work, who was there most of time when I’m in my craziest or even worst mood during work time. The bond grew as time passes by, but I guessed it kind of went out of hand. Or shall I say, over the boundaries? I guess he thought things might turn out his way. But you guessed wrong, boy.

I’ve told you in the beginning not to ruin the friendship. Now, that once strong bond is gone. Told you not to push your luck, reminded you to not blow it away. There are so many other things you don’t know about me. You might think that you know me well, but you’re wrong. There are lots more about my life, my character, about who I am. Now that opportunity is no longer around. I thought the friendship we built could go miles, but it’s a pity that things turn out differently.

If you think I’d let go of everything I have now, just so you could be happy, and then I’m sorry to say that you’re quite a shallow man. I have no regrets with any of my decisions I made in my life and I am proud to keep my head held high.

Your time will come. You will find your love one day, I’m sure of that. You just have to be patient. You’re not the only soul that’s been single for years. Your other half is out there, at some corner of the world. You just have to wait, and stop hoping that I am the one.


moments that make up my life. 12:39 PM

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